It means,even you hurt me in many times but i'm still apologizing you and i'm still with my stances.if i've made a mistake and i realise it that the wrong thing is all from me,i will throughly make that worse thing to back as a normal.BUT,if mistaken is obviously from you and you realise it but you still keep pretending. i am totally not hesitate to keep talking,laughing and doing my own as you are never exist in there.Continue spitting everywhere